Come on baby! Mama needs a new pair of shoes..

Sadly my shoe game is not what it used to be. Have a baby go up a size and suddenly your shoe wardrobe goes to shit, and so do you finances so there's very little help for new shoes (well not for you at least). I've been killing on pair of boots this fall/winter. I mean KILLING them. I love them! They are perfect for me. Wear them over jeans or even a dress: a little stacked heel, I'm not dressed up, but never dressed down. I've destroyed them. Everyday I put them on (and I do damn near wear them everyday (generally soo not like me)), and I feel badly, like someone is gonna look at me and be like, "Damn that bitch wear dem boots everyday." Well yes I do! And mind your business. I can't help it. So I've been spying some shoes, gonna treat myself to a few new pairs (the ones in the pic are some shoes I was dying for last summer and never got a chance go get, and now they're back!) and maybe even a new pair of these boots if I can find them. And some kicks are needed cause it's way past time to get on that treadmill. uuggghhh. So I'm gearing up for a shopping trip in a few weeks, finding the things I want and mapping them out. This has to be an organized trip, no more wreckless spending, cause I'm hella wreckless with mines when it comes to shopping. I'm working on it though, cause I need to be shopping for a house sooner than later.

And one of these days I have got to stay home and clean my damn house! I do that quick general clean on the weekends but that shit needs a thorough scrubbing. I swear if I could get a cleaning lady I would. Matter of fact, when I get some money, I’m getting a cleaning lady to come once a week, and I want a Nanny to stay home with baby girl (not born yet) (not conceived yet) during the day, and pick up baby boy (already here) from school.

But anyway, turns about baby girl’s daddy, Travis from the Gym Class (not really, but a girl can dream) has a drug problem and is going for treatment, who knew? I think he is the cutest thing. I think his external reflects my internal. I’m starting to see that that is what I look for in the opposite, and the crazy shit about is, that still embodies soo many different types of people. Anyway, he would probably get on my nerves though, seems like he plays too damn much, and we all know one of my personalities is borderline uptight lol.

But I’d much rather be uptight then loose. One coworker today is talking to my cube mate about a guy she is really into and thinks is cute, but he is bisexual *tires screeching* what??!??! And why is he still an up for consideration?? I’m open minded, but damn, the thought of my man having been with or being with another man just……its just unacceptable. I don’t have a problem with him being bi-sexual. That’s his business, but we definitely don’t need to date. I’m good. Not for me. This is also the chick though who had the office in an uproar cause she was walking around with mono and telling people about it. I’ll say no more.

Then cube mate who is the love of my life, informs me that when she is drunk she just gets up and leaves wherever she is, a party, club, bar, whatever. So of course I then inform her, that she is never to do that shit with me because I will track her drunken ass down and beat the hell out of her.

WTF is wrong with people?