life is just too damn hard right now...

I honestly just want to go back to my old life.I want to eat out as I please.Buy magazines with reckless abandon.Have cd’s sent to me.Party Monday – Thursday.Chill on the weekends.Walk thru soho with no scheduled destination.Have few bills.Keep my nails done and my wig tight.Blow checks on shoes and in daffy’s and the gap and sephora (back then. I could sure think of some better places now).Giggle on the phone.Feel like I have all the time in the world....

is that too much for a girl to ask??

i shouldn't complain...i can still do all these things..it just doesnt feel like it this week. *sigh*